I have been an emotional wreck for the last month.
Today something happened that hasn't happened in a long time.
I felt ok.
I am not over her.
But I am getting over her.
She is amazing.
What we had was special.
It was the most wonderful thing I have ever experienced.
I have so much to say. However, it is intense, and personal and revelatory and I do not want to say anything that would betray her trust and confidence in me. So I will meditate on it for a while. I have written a lot of thoughts and feelings down.
I feel like taking a break for a while.